January exams

Here we go. First post. No pressure or anything. So yeah Im Abbie and I'm currently in my room trying to revise for my A Levels, we have them in January and June. Luckily, I only have 1 exam this month (Sociology - Monday, 28th January) yet it's somehow bringing me so much stress. I have legit been crying myself to sleep each night worrying about what the fuck I'm going to do.

There's so much that I need to revise and remember but it's just not sticking in my head. I can't seem to remember anything or motivate myself to even try... help! It's really boring though, all about crime and deviance, who's likely to commit crime, what different theories (i.e. marxists, feminists & functionalists) say about crime and what affects official crime statistics. Doesn't sound too bad, but believe me it is. Not to mention I have a bunch of coursework from another subject that I have to complete on top of it so that I can meet deadlines. Too. Much. Work.

Literally ALL my teachers have been nagging at me because my mum rang them to tell them how worried she has been about me. I feel so lame. But hey, college is hard work ok!? Who knows what University is going to be like. At least one of the ones I applied to has accepted me (on condition I get the grades required). The rest are pending and whatnot. So hopefully I'll cram hard enough to the point that I'll have enough to say in this exam consisting of 4 essays (15 marker, 2 x 21 markers & a 33 marker).

A2 is nothing compared to AS last year. Never experienced such stress for the AS exams. Now I'm just wondering if any Americans will stumble upon this post and wonder what the hell I'm rambling on about... Oh well. That's post 1 over and done with. Wish me luck on this exam!

☯♥☮ Abbie