Mornings

I had such a rough morning. So much for that happy sleep in I mentioned yesterday. I woke up with my mum telling me to get up as usual -she's like my personal alarm clock- but I just couldn't get out of bed. She actually started shouting and screaming at me because I was just acting so weird and legit couldn't wake up. Jeez I must have been tired...!

I mean don't get me wrong, I'm a lazy person, but this was not the case. I literally just could not get out of bed. My mum's words sounded so vague and almost impossible to understand. That's how strange I felt and how tired I was. I don't have a clue what happened last night but clearly it didn't end well this morning.

I seriously felt dead. Mind you, death would probably feel better than how I felt this morning... So yeah, not a great start to the day it was! Then I finally managed to make it out of bed and I'm not kidding ok but I actually thought I was dead. I've been so used to the dark morning sky due to the whole clock change and weather but that's all going now and things are returning to normal. So basically when I woke up and it was sunny and bright outside I could not believe it!

My mum was also really REALLY quiet as I had breakfast, which is unnatural as she is usually talking constantly. But she was so still and silent. I just thought to myself, this has to be a dream or I actually am dead. I was so confused and felt somewhat mentally sick for a short moment. Not a good feeling...

Anyway I made it to college fine and the day was alright. Except for the fact I was 20 minutes late to one lesson. Everyone was saying the teacher wasn't here so I didn't go. But then I thought I'd email her and check and it turned out she was in college. So I arrived late only to discover there were only 5 other people that turned up to class. 5!!! Talk about awkward and an overdose of silence...

Anyway I'm going to sleep now. For some reason the time on my blog is the US time I think. No idea why as I live on the UK and all my settings are UK. Weird... Bye guys and always do your best to get or of bed in the morning, lets not be a lazy shit like me!

Oh and 1 more thing, I started rereading The Hunger Games again today. I NEVER reread books, not even Harry Potter which I am the hugest fan of. I guess it just goes to show what an awesome and thought provoking author Suzanne Collins is. I you've never read The Hunger Games then I highly suggest you do. They are amazing! If you're also a huge fan then feel free to follow my hunger games Instagram @allaroundpanem At the moment I have around 7300 followers so let's try make it to 8000! Thank you.

☯♥☮ Abbie

P.s. I made an Etsy account today and legit spent 2 hours on it. That site is the fucking bomb. So spending all my money on there.. when I next get my hands on some money that is!