Almost forgot to blog today. Anyway, the stress is coming back! I have coursework for 2 classes that I am incredibly behind in that needs to be done. And on top of that, in the same classes, we have started doing exam material. Basically we are doing written work now that is based around revision. So now I have to do that AND the coursework!
It's all just getting too much. I never had this last year so I don't know why it randomly came about this year. I was sat in class today and the teacher was like "I want everyone's work complete by tomorrow". I was like "DAFUQ!!!???" Anyway, I went up to her and explained my situation and how stressed it was making me. She already knows how easily stressed I can get as I went through this with her before in January when I was trying to revise for my sociology exam at the same time as I was trying to do the coursework.
She said it was fine and that she "has no doubt she won't get my work from me". That's very true but still she needs to slow down. She is going through things WAY too fast. She also weirdly grabbed my arm in a death grip when she was having this talk with me. I was like "Ugh... are you trying to make me feel better or kill me?" Then I got 10 times more depressed and worked up when I discovered the girl next to me was on the last section of the coursework. Guys, I haven't even finished the first. No homo.
Really though it's all down to me. I need to stop procrastinating and focus on the work I need to do. I need to organise what I'm going to do and when. Luckily though I've nearly finished the first section if the coursework I was just discussing above. Finally, some progression.
I am super bad when it comes to concentration. If what I'm trying to do is boring, which the coursework is, then I just can't set my mind to it unless I'm at college in class doing it. That's because when I'm in class I obviously have to do it and feel more driven.
Moving on from that, the boiler was replaced today. The poor guy was in our house for 8 hours! Turns out there was something wrong with the wall where the boiler goes so he had to do a lot of plastering. Then my mums card for the gas wasn't working so had to order another and the meter had to be replaced. Luckily the meter was able to be replaced today by another guy and he put some money on it for us for free.
So yeah we now have hot water (yay!). Although we aren't turning on central heating until my mums new card comes, which should hopefully be in the next couple of days. That way my mum can put more money on it herself so that we have enough for the heating and hot water. The guy didn't put that much on so...
Ugh! My thumb is so sore, I burnt it on my hair straighteners early this morning. Still burns like hell. Random point but just felt like letting out the pain somewhere! Point of the paragraph = I'm a fucking clutz.
Anyway, going to bed now! For my new readers, no I'm not sleeping in the middle if the day. The time it says I post my blogs is wrong as it's set in the American timezone and I don't know why that is or how I can change it. It's actually 10:49 PM. Sleep well/have a good day, wherever you are in the world. My stats show I have English, American, German, Japan and Netherlands readers, so that's pretty awesome! Can't remember what other countries there were. Anyway, bye for now!
☯♥☮ Abbie
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